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Saturday, July 6, 2019

Pirate Mythology Helps Understand "Taking"


Friend,

3 views of pirates:
1.      Any portrayal of them such as the Disney ride Pirates of the Caribbean is a truly accurate presentation of them historically: drunk, theft, Red Bead with the fireworks, bloody and ruthless, intimidating, theft. Anything seen in the books like you have: this is not a fantasy, it was a reality.
2.      The great period of the pirates we know of these guys, the Pirate Age, had pirates mostly sanctioned and given ships and financial support by the warring governments of England, Spain, France, and others. This was on the down low, and they often had regular meetings with their government contacts. Some pirates were gentlemen types, and revered as warriors, otherwise, they were ruthless throat cutters.

3.      There is a counter culture theme also in pirates. Humans don’t pick up the cultures of killers and put it in pop culture naturally. So, there has to be some theme: and this is it, pirates also disrupted the channels of the GREAT THEFTS of England, Spain, and France, as they robbed, robbed, robbed the New World of ships of gold, gems, native slaves, precious and rare woods and natural products. So, just who were the pirates? Was it the Conquistadors that wiped out Mexico City tribe in a mass throat slashing of a half million persons to get 100 ships of gold, England who did the same, but all who participated in the land grab, then filling the gold ships on return with African slaves, 20 million. There is an IDENTITY people have then with pirates, that they are in a way, a very dirty Robin Hood Steals from the Rich to Give to the Poor. Why do we identify with the pirate in this sympathy where we would not have a heart tug to Hannibal Lecter or Mass Shooters? It’s because of this anti-hero theme: they counter the “Big Man, Governments that take”.   While the pirates methods were crude, juvenile, criminal, and psychopathic without sympathy, they were the only counter to the governments stealing at that time.



Alternative current pop icons for current younger generations:
Vampires
Werewolves
Zombies
And instead of Pirates of the Caribbean, the Zombie Apocalypse

I want to thank you for buying my sliver ingots at buy price, as my friends offered me cash well below that. I found you honest, direct, but both some things intrigued me:
The items in your shop are very unusual, interesting
Your interest in pirates astounded me.  I first bought a tiny ingot because of the pirate stamp.

I’m semi-retired now, which means working harder than ever. I’ve written 50 books, but also started to work with my background in rock hounding, beading, crafts, and “do it yourself”.

Your wife said; don’t trust a mental health worker after they get their master’s degree. Surely, that it a “sorting hat” that separates those with psychopath tendencies, who often climb to the top or amass patients and abuse them.

I have a PHD in counseling, and began writing about that 20 years ago, and included this topic in ALL books. In fact, this was a major motive for my first book:
Why do therapists abuse
Why are psychologists so aloof, smug?
And why are psychiatrists undertrained, and truly psychopathic
(My first book addressed psychiatrists:
Over diagnosing those with common life stress syndromes, diagnosing patients in 15 minutes, not having medical degrees, getting giant kickbacks from pharmacy companies (I observed and documented), and why do they shuffle patients in and out like sheep to slaughter). I listed methods to avert this, but those are not a part of US mental health at all. Some days I was just knowledgeable about this, others I could just scream.
I began my studies then of the mythology of pirates, then merged into the mythology and pop culture of
Vampires, takers and cons
Werewolves, those who can change from good to bad, Jekyll and Hyde types
And those followers, Zombies, or the blood crop of Vampires, mesmerized
I got a PHD in world and cultural counseling, that emphasized understand people from their culture, experience and beliefs worldwide, not matter how far out it may seem. Since I was not a psychologist but a licensed therapist with a PHD, my peers were those master’s level therapists:
(As I studied pirates, I also studied related matters, including serial killers, world psychopathic dictators, and criminals).

I found
Psychiatrists
The psychiatrists I had contact with had no compassion, humility, or remorse. Although they didn’t have a medical degree, they were brilliant in what they were doing, though it had nothing to do with medical brain disorders. They were brilliant in developing big practices, getting contracts with police departments, and giving lectures for pharmacy companies at $5,000 a pop. They were shuffling patients through like sheep, and moving up hospital ladders fast.
These were the worst of the mental health therapists. They were prone as psychopaths to shifts of mood and rages all. One book, Countertransference Reenactment, is about the many ways psychopathic mental health professionals act out on to their patients. Always, there is not justification or provocation: the psychiatrist is having a bad day, having a 5 divorce, or generically angry in life about having to treat lowly worthless patients (sees them as “cattle”.).

Psychiatrists then:
Full psychopaths, on a scale of 1-10, 10 being worst, in my books, 9 are all
Psychopaths: uncaring, others are cattle, self-seeking, egotistical, monger of money and gold, supreme intelligence in game playing and intimidation of others though not too bright in their medical background, climbs into positions of leadership, childhood history or bullying others or other “childhood psychopath traits)
Example of a 10: Hannibal Lecter. That movie is an accurate portrayal and worth the time watching.

Psychologists
Again, we have the “sorting hat” that comes with master’s degrees, doctorates, and psychiatrist “pretend” MD licenses (they don’t attend medical schools).
People either fall into one camp then or another, with that degree. It’s their permission to “become”.

Psychiatrists:
98% have strong psychopathic traits, and perhaps those other 2% head off into research. I have not known in 35 years of one single psychiatrist though opposite of those traits. Some, who have a long term or family history of religion, may “adapt” their psychopathy: several Mormon psychiatrists I’ve known have adjusted as their church doesn’t allow certain “aggressive or verbal” acts on others, to
a.      Use the church dogma to subtly abuse others, telling others they’ll go to hell for divorce homosexuality, going to the gym regular, this and that…… And, their abuse is well calculated and planned: part of the game. But, due to the required “tone” from their church, they’re not as brash in comments, say compared to criticisms like that of Donald Trump. They become skilled at abuse, pulling people into line, and keeping their giant “flocks” of patients towing the line with showing up for meetings, paying bills, selling their acclaim. These psychiatrists also are highly tied in with Mormon pharmacy reps, and they show a “nepotism”.   They are amassing great wealth, mansions, gold, though they may give their tithes and their annual work at the Temple. I’ve found several, which includes MD’s will travel overseas for some medical relief in a poor country and use this to get out of church obligations of weekly meetings. They get a “special dispensation” from their Bishop for this, but they use the overseas work not like the typical Without Borders Aid Doctors, they wring out all the talks, praise, and books they can out of this, as a part of both psychopath and Mormon games of climbing the ladder. Once they’ve talked to “most” wards on a Sunday in your community, Mormon and non-Mormon find it hard to disagree with the doctor’s diagnosis or treatment approach. It’s a given that what they speak is the truth.
Then, a worst thing happens to patients: I document in my books how a bad or few minutes’ diagnosis by one of these up front leads a patient to years of that same diagnosis. It rolls like a big snowball. It sticks. It shows up in medical records, it stops job clearances, it prejudices family and neighbors against you, it causes shame, it disempowers the medical process of collaboration in treatment, and furthers their game plan.
Psychologists
I think psychologists have less incidents of psychiatrist psychopathy. Perhaps 60% are narcissists, uncaring, and sold out to making the money off contracts of evaluations for many agencies. Narcissism: better than you, professionally bullies against patients, aloof from typical persons, self-seeking.
The primary problem with both psychologists and licensed therapists is that they sell out over time to the “system”. In order to get contracts or jobs, they have to give the agency what they want, not what’s professionally accurate. They fill out forms given, do evaluations as given, and often just give back the state job or mental health group the results they expect. This confounds patients, as there is a bias of who gets help and who doesn’t: AND, that truly mentally ill DO NOT get the help.

Licensed Therapist
40% pathological and 60% valid and compassionate
Therapists and social workers are often “broken persons, like 40% of psychologists. Perhaps half of counselors and social workers with master’s degrees have compassion.  Unfortunately, the current system of insurance and agencies promotes the uncaring approach, and to survive, the rest of therapists are forced to survive by selling out.


This all leaves people who want to have direction of their life’s to doing their own research, finding online groups, and info, and being sure to have a motto:
I will Doubt any profession who:
Oversells themselves
Is too slick
Forgets my info
Is rushed
Is from a culture of elitism, narcissism, and “nativisms”, like the LDS church
Doesn’t offer collaboration in treatment, doesn’t follow the Hippocratic Oath of no harm, and doesn’t offer “you have many options for treatment and this is what scientific research (not generated by pharmacy companies), has to say about this.








Sunday, June 23, 2019

Contrasts: Khashoggie and a Cat, Time and Al Jazeera Threatened

Sometimes I like some mind memes to help remember how to find the dangerous Narcissists and Psychopaths:
What's missing in this picture?
What is in the picture that is out of the ordinary?
What are the Contrasts?
How is this one not like the others:
  the child Sesame Street Game: "one of these is not like the others"
 

We come across these as children, but need to bring these forward into adulthood:
they are the basis for
detecting criminals
the basis of forensics, forensic science, and really, define what science is: keen observation
the basis for critical thinking
the basis for not being naive, being personally safe when a small percent of the population may take advantage of you or kill you with no empathy: a small percentage, but ever present as you brush up against them in all settings:


I've been watching lately:
some world news on Khashoggi, and have watched documentaries on Saudi Arabia and 80 years of the US backing of Saudi Arabia.


Khashoggi was seen as a threat. What does this cat think? What is the contrast?





This week to be observed:


Al Jazeera News: Saudi Arabia threatened to blow up the news center in Doha in reaction to reporting on the UN's Opinion of the Khashoggi murder and dissection of the body. The UN reported that there is a link of the murder to the Crown Prince of Saudi of Saudi Arabia, but that the UN does not have in it's charter an ability to investigate and fully report world crimes: so far it's not what they do, but that could change in the future if their "charter" (Constitution and mandate) change. The Al Jazeera, online streams, staff are defensive, reactive, frightened.....and overdoing the reactive response: first half hour of some news has been on this or about SA. They truly are threatened: history has shown the US has backed Saudi Arabia in it's conquest of Arabia and bad boy wars in Yemen. Congress just blocked 100 billion in arms sales. I have to get info on Kashoggie murder in Turkey from foreign news, as all sides of the issue don't play here in the US. Why? 

Because of this, Saudi Arabia is backing and investing in North Africa countries, with our backing. El Esis, pres of Egypt, is likely one of the most evil persons of our time:  blatant murderer, 

It is the human shadow of "human shadow":
shadow psychopaths
creating marginalized people in the shadows, cheated
then conflict arises of the two parties: those killing, and those tired of being killed. 


And, Turkey and Kashoggie: Turkey has history and shadows thousands of years old, deep, dark and light......would take volumes or a library to hold the info. 



As a "contrast" in the world, and a very different setting from above, here is a video on cultural exchange of German and Mumbai musicians for the Beethoven Festival. 




curiosity of cultures
collaboration
music festivals can be past the US borders, and even more:
"international exchange " is valuable


Synonyms for Contrast:
comparison
contradiction
disagreement
disparity
distinction
divergence
diversity
opposition
variation
antithesis
contradistinction
contrariety
converse
differentiation
dissimilarity
dissimilitude
foil
heterogeneity
incompatibility
incongruousness
inconsistency
inequality
inverse
oppositeness
reverse
unlikeness
variance
adverse

What "contrasts" do you see? 
Why is this exchange not common in the US, and valued? 
Is there history, shadow, or cultural values (US Identity values) that preempt this connection with other countries, groups, even if just a few musicians? 
 
I wonder: had this "collaboration" tried to emerge in the US, but then has been stifled by things such as the Vietnam War, Isolationism, a sort of country Narcissism, or what???

https://www.dw.com/en/arts21-the-cultural-magazine/av-45777237

DW streaming news Germany, also is on PBS 5:30 nights. 


Here are some photos for thought. 

What do you see? What do you not see?



Which one of these is not like the others? 
Can you find Waldo? (the psychopath with those regressed teen age traits outlined in the book resources above, Field Guide). 














Thursday, June 6, 2019

Add this to your tool kit: light and sound binaural healing, Ch 5

What is the "toolkit" for self direction and self healing?

Add this to your tool kit: light and sound binaural healing

This is Chapter 5 intro to Self Healing, the light and sound machine with binaural beats:




1. the light and sound machine with binaural beats



2. the cd audios with binaural beats,


samples, Youtube:





















I am a person of Constant Sorrow: Mini Psycopaths 1

What is your story? If you're reading this and you've been gaslighted, marginalized, or bullied, it's likely you have an invited side-kick companion on life: sorrow.

It may not be that you feel melancholy most of the time. Perhaps it shows up only when you're tired, hungry, or have some triggering events. 



1. do you know your sorrow?
2. when does it show up?
3. how do your deal with it?
4. do you have a philosophy for sorrow


I am a person of Constant Sorrows







4. 














What does it take to get a “philosophy” to understand sorrow?

Check back for Future stories
Wendego and Fear
Hanuman gets courage to jump to Sri Lanka
the Healing Altars of all sorts
Binaural beats light and sound machines for healing




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Monday, May 20, 2019

I am a man of constant sorrow.

A story: 
A note to friend G: 


I did have a mom, though it was in days per year. Most of the time, she was in her ptsd stuff, crazy as you or I could be, gone. When she was there, a kindness felt like a gift from heaven: a home baked cheesecake, a short talk of her interests and hobbies, something in a book she was reading she wanted to show me.....  I learned a lot about what my cats do:
those not alpha, when around, me, feel empowered to biff back at the bullies, if they get near me, they're empowered not there other times, to take on the bully with a scissor attack. It could be to protect me, in their minds, or it could be dealing with a bully attach from alpha (at worst, a full wrestling embrace with no release, and deep bites.....damn, as cats do). Often, it means little Scooter does some scything of the air, but Frank has been scratched. 









In the car, on many trips, she'd be so pent up with bully control by dad, that she'd let loose, and go on full time attacks. She always apologized, but kept it up. She said things she didn't feel strong enough to say with him alone. He'd just ratchet up some bully controls: cut back her gas money, silent treatments throughout day, leaving home without telling even overnight fishing, rebuking her actions or a brand of item bought, or giving a mother's day gift for under $1 or other cheapness to make her feel worthless (the trip to get said item, would often be a trip where motorcycle or fishing parts ("necessities") would be purchased usually around $100 a trip for him. 

At her death, she wanted nothing to do with funerals. So, the fam, sans me, planned a month after Irish wake. This meant food and booze. Rick's then wife set up a table of pix of her, sans anybody else’s items. Me, I walked naively into this, not knowing what that an Irish wake was really and Irish wake. Seeing nobody would mention here name, I took the reins. I was still fresh in grief.  I knew was memorials were about: grief. 

I opened up just an inquiry, sharing one of my fond memories. Others, knowing it was a wake, and watching Doug, Rick, Tami, and Dad, for their disapproval of this, added odd joking comments, trying to add their funny Irish Wake comments. I couldn’t understand it when Aunt X said she had good olfactory senses, and her Brother said she was pretty "fucked up in her life". All the while, I was oblivious to the Joker's Minions behind me. But, I did what was proper. 

But, my dad had a full other take on the Wake. It was the Irish part of the wake that was booze: he could drink with others approving drunkenness "for his grief", though it was just a time to drink expensive booze at the bar all laid out. And, there were goodies, snacks and full foods, because at a wedding and a wake like this, others wouldn't the expense: there were crab cakes, shrimp dips: it was the seafood buffet. 

Now, I think about it, my dad was there as if going to the Seafood Buffet at the Sizzler, it was that self-narcissist "for Me" buffet, and unlimited booze.....with no rules.....and he was always the one to serve his open appetites, of all types. (When we take trips, about 1/3 of the focus of the day with dad is him getting his gourmet delights, coffees, sweets, snacks.....all day long). As a child, I remember going to restaurants and others having burgers, but he's always load on shrimp cocktail, largest salad available, biggest T-bone....he'd often be sick that night and the next day....it was the Romans without the vomitorium. So, for him, the Wake was NOT about mom, it was about him, and his entitlement, pleasure, and food delights. 

Now, this is the beginning of the end for me with my Fam. The Wake. I did not eat or drink, as grief doesn't need that. But, the fam then saw me as violating family "rules", and pushing my own "psychotherapist new age counselor rules", though I was actually born with all my values and they've never changed. But, I violated the Rules. 

I was forever on Dad's shit list since then:
on any trip: he treats me like I'm mom
he then took possession of my Grandma's house, and then sold to Doug for a final bill of 15,000. Greg, at night the other day, I remember one time you helped me move, and you and my dad were in a Haul truck, at my grandma's house 2501 N. 20. 
Forever since then, I was a non-person. My plans to remodel the home, which I lived in 6 years and made significant changes to, upkeep, for my Grandma and partly pay for rent....were ignored. Not seen, literally, in his mind, and in his brain as a Narcissist, it registered not: any conversation, piece of paper.....any true emotion shared. (Recent research on psychopathy and narcissism validated this lack of mental processing and memory: their brains don't accept the info and don't retain it on a brain bio basis: that region of the brain is deficient in all ways.  ......it's so gone that when I remind him of any of this, mom, the house, etc. he'll kick me out of his house. Fuck Off. Other times, in old age conversation, he’ll launch into one of the success stories he tells others often about, the successes which are the “norm” for his life: And, I had a good event: I sold my eldest son Doug a home on N. 20th and Hill, for less and market value. (the pride: he just happened to have an extra home, and out of his beneficence, he passed this on to the eldest with a token cost.

So, it’s that date, it all became clear. Now, I was in this role Always. There were a million stories of this from all ages, from Doug gets new fishing reel but Chuckie is sublimated with a hot fudge sundae from Dairy Queen (and the story is: we’re going there just for you….though Bert set it up all along, with a “be good in Boise and you’ll get that hot fudge sundae with a cherry from Dairy Queen”.  Really, he wanted the Sunday and sold me the story that it was Just for Special me.

So, it’s that date, 2001, two weeks after 911, that it became CLEARER. Of course, it took a few years to the clarity to solidify. But, on that day, the gift from God of clarity continued.

Grief with my mom was complex, taking a decade to sort out the awful PTSD behavior, and the loving behavior. Very complex.

Now, I think much grief is over, but:

1.     Being marginalized in a society, then having it reinforced by the State of Idaho, the locals, and the GOP has made reminders ever present……
2.     I do remember mama….
3.     I do gift my non-alpha cats some leeway to get back at Frank, but intervene if I can…..try to bring calm and peace…..but cats are cats and it works 90% of the time.

Sorrow though, it deep. Grief can be tackled, but sorrow catches you at the wrong moments, and lingers often without you knowing why.

Sorrow has always been the catalyst to my eating: which is not a food addiction per se, but a treatment, without knowing why, to try to elevate myself out of sorrow states. There are interventions, though you’re in a stuck state and don’t see those fast enough: you often stay there for 3 days or 3 weeks before something kicks in or kicks you and you recognize it and come out of the Sleep.









What is the sorrow?
Mom
Marginalized
No father
Gay and no gay life until 28, missing all those growing things
No parents as role models
Breaking family rules meant kicked out for good, and only groveling would change, which I’d not do
Really, since perhaps age 6, a life of sorrow. It’s constantly there, just like ….

What does it take to get a “philosophy” to understand sorrow?

Future stories from Parabola:
Wendego and Fear
Hanuman gets courage to jump to Sri Lanka
the Healing Altar 




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Are you moving on? Leaving something, heading to something?

Are you moving on? Leaving something, heading to something?


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